I’m So Nervous!

I have always been a learner. I’ve actually recently labeled myself as a “lifetime learner!”  I have so many diplomas and certifications and still feel like there is so much for me to do and learn in this lifetime! I like to say, “If you’re not growing, you’re dying.”

So, if I have learned so much and have so many accolades to my name, why was I so scared to do this next thing that I’m about to do? 

Why did I feel like I’m not an expert at anything?

Why did I keep telling myself that I’m not good enough, that nobody wants to hear what I have to say?

Because I let that little voice in my head, you know her, the inner mean girl, tell me that I was not good enough. I let her tell me that I don’t know what I’m talking about.  I haven’t written a book. I have yet to make a six figure income in my network marketing company.  I am not a world-renowned speaker, actor, or singer.  I don’t have a million followers on social media!  So what makes me special?

Once I stopped listening to my inner mean girl and took a step back, I realized how much I have to offer.  ​I have survived medical school, a brutal Ob/Gyn residency, the birth of twins, multiple job transitions, a broken back, the prep of a competitive bodybuilder, a fellowship in functional medicine while working/momming/wifing, and the loss of my medical job resulting in a transition into a full time network marketer. 

I have been depressed, adrenal fatigued, overweight, overwhelmed, and sleep deprived.

I have gone from a shower chair/walker yielding woman in a back brace on daily narcotics for pain to a shredded, bikini laden, pro card-earning bodybuilder! I have gone from a negative, self-deprecating, bitter, angry woman to a positive, self-caring, happy, meditated crystal lover who works on her spirituality and God-given intuitive talents daily!   I feel like I have DONE IT ALL!  

So why should I feel like I need more certifications to take the next steps in my life?  I am more than qualified to share my life experiences and help others with their struggles.  I have successfully made so many drastic transitions in my life which truly make me the expert and I don’t need a piece of paper to make me legit!  I am the real deal! The survivor!

​And it’s time I tell my ego to shut up and start helping people turn their lives around!

So get ready for the first edition of the new and improved me! Coming May 28, 2019, I will be launching “Love The Leap” with Dr. Renee, my very first podcast!  I have wanted to do a podcast for a while now but didn’t have the belief in myself to do it until now!  It is completely in alignment with my mission and I feel like it’s the best way for me to reach more people with my message. 

I am an avid listener of podcasts myself. I find a tremendous amount of value in this FREE resource and I want to personally add to this value and continue to change lives with my story and life experiences (as well as with the knowledge I acquired through all of my schooling and coarses)! 

So, stay tuned for the official launch!! I am so excitied (and scared, of course) but can’t wait to take you all on this next adventure in my crazy life!! 

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